reerocks

2009-10-01T10:14:00.000-07:00

i have moved (:

so long and goodbye

!

2009-09-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

i'm so irritated i can't open my hotmail inbox.
fvck. i'm pissed :<

happy ah!

2009-08-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

oh.am.gee.
i'm so loving the receptionist job here.
lovelovelove the space and friendly people.

and the ability to use the awesome comp here la!

wahahaha! gerek or whaaaaatt. GEREK AH! ^.^

going home in 1 hr 30 mins time

and work will start from 8.30-6 for tomorrow and friday.

wahh, i so would take up this job assignment again next time :D

bruised and battered

2009-08-07T01:23:00.000-07:00

horrible tummy ache :<
i still don't know when to head to the doctor for my right toe
and i need to start some major intensive studying, for real.

i'm like collecting injuries man. seriously.
first picture was due to ACCIDENTALLY brushing my right arm against the iron
and second was due to work. my wrist got swollen after the long hours of being placed
on the edge of the table when typing. haa irritating irritating.

syurga cinta

2009-08-06T00:00:00.000-07:00

"jodoh itu deperbagi kepada tiga:
pertama, jodoh dari syaitan. kamu berdua berkenalan. berpegangan tangan dan terus buat maksiat. akhirnya syuhadah mengandung. baru kamu menikah.

kedua, jodoh dari jin. kamu berdua berkenalan. kamu suka kan syuhadah. tapi syuhadah tak suka kan kamu. kamu bomohkan dan sihirkan agar syuhadah suka kepada kamu. dan kamu berdua menikah.

ketiga, jodoh dari Allah. kamu berdua berpandangan mata. terus menusuk ke kalbu. kamu terus meminang syuhadah. dan syuhadah terima pinangan kamu. dan kamu berdua menikah. insya'allah, berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat."

can never forget this quote in the movie.

emotions flooding in

2009-08-05T04:38:00.000-07:00

met wahidah for a quick meet up today. thanks for the company (:
much appreciated since it's been veryvery long since i last saw her. haha :D

can't wait for sunday. OHMYGOD. freaaaaking excited. uncle's treating the whole la familia
(yes, every single person in the family tree on mum's side) to dinner. gerek or whaaaatt.
and it's gonna be a veryvery big gathering kinda thing. ahh can't wait can't wait :D
it's gonna be like first day of hari raya but in advance ^.^

the littlest things that take me there

2009-08-01T21:33:00.000-07:00

oh dear god. a lot has been going on for me for the past week& so. been working at tamp on monday(s) and im done with work at toa payoh too. im gonna miss the people there. like seriously. mainly yati& faezah for making work so much funner? hahaha. but anyway, back to tamp on monday. why does toa payoh have to be an hour plus journey with butt cramp from sitting for too long from pasir ris?! haa. irritating irritating.

anyhoo. recalling past events/outings,
watched harry potter with cousins on the 2nd day of premiere. what date was that? god, i cant remember. heh. but oh, i do remember sister's loud crying when dumbledore died. embarrassing uh kay. cause heads were starting to turn and i had to be on the seat next to hers. but funny ah. hahahaa. buruk la she.

went to islamic hub the next day with syerah sayang :D
there was a seminar about youth and change. the talks were motivating and inspiring. and the whole event was fun la. with many funny moments too! haha. would definitely go to such seminars again next time, insya'allah (:

pergas on sunday was alright. the relief ustaz for tafsir was funny and he made the lesson fun! next time relief again ah okay. hee ^.^ and oh! terserempak-ed with fairuz at the minimart :D when i got out of the cab home. asked how school's been and there was so much for her to tell la. i hope all goes well for you alright. and best wishes for upcoming o's (:

on thursday, met geebaby :D teman-ed her to collect her higher malay cert that was suppose to be collected since ages ago la. hahaa ;p headed to ws after that. chilled and talked at bk. and we were reminiscing bout many stuffs, like np times& whatnot when i saw nadia going down the escalator. ohamgee! called her to reconfirm and i was right. wahh, unexpected meet up. but gerek uh, been so long since i last saw those big eyes. hahaa ;D so the three of us chilled awhile more and after that a comforting goodbye hug home (:

2009-07-25T00:56:00.000-07:00

is it me? or is blogger just being irritating?
tsk. i'll post when blogger decides to be good :<

old time calling

2009-07-15T23:53:00.000-07:00

ZUL MADE MY DAY! ;D

we talked bout random things& then recalled old times& whatnot.
and he made me laugh so much with his gundu-ness la.
such a guy bimbo. seriously. HAHAHAA! ;p

"aha. ye laa 2. hee. i oso cn rmbr ah dulu kter jmp pt tamp libry, u v. late. ahaha"
"oh yah. ohmygod. super late la. and it rained heavily when i reached the bus stop. haa"
"haha. tau pn lame. i klua masok libry 23 kali den aru u smp. heh"
"bedek ah. 23 times or whaaaaaattt. hahahaa ;p"
"haha. jokin ah. i diri pt luar libry. pas2 jln2 tktau nk g ane. haha"
"yeah, you always dont know what. haha! ;p"
"hee. i walk2 cz nk tggu until u come. tkkn nk stay pt1 place je. pnat sey kaki. haha"
"aik, dudok kat library diamdiam pon penat kaki? hahaa. funny uh you"
"haha. b4 u come i da pinjam buku. den i tros kua libry. den tggu u pt luar"
"oh hahaa. but you can just sit inside while waiting mahh. okay tkper. dah lepas pon. haha"
"haha. yar. i oso dunoe y i nvr sit inside. hee. yeah. da lpas. heh"
"you gundu whaaattt. hahahahaa!"
"u call me gundu?? ohh tkpe2. saba je. hehe."

a bit like cat& dog talking uh, hahaa.

everytime i get stuck the words won't fit

2009-07-13T00:30:00.000-07:00

"I don't why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose something that we don't even have.
Some say that we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is;
to have something halfway, is more painful than not having it at all."

-syerah ♥

one of the reasons why i tell her bout the messed up nonsense i go through (:
it's like. sometimes, you already know what the problem is but you just don't want to admit to it.
and you need someone to just tell it to your face you know. it may make you feel like, wtf tsk.
but it helps. cause it's just what you needed to hear; the truth.

watch the days past

2009-07-12T02:34:00.000-07:00

i've been feeling so sleeeeepy during pergas lessons lately.
this is bad. very bad :< i should be paying much attention.
even syerah noticed my stoning throughout lessons. haha ;p

anyway.
i'm looking forward to meeting aqilah sayang this coming week, insya'allah (:
maybe heading to the flea market near syerah's school as well?
confident you know that girl. told me to walk around her school like some kind of
no life loner, while waiting for her to end lessons then go to the flea market.
hahaha! wait longlong eh babe. but faster confirm the date we're going there okay! :D

andand i'm definitely excited for the big cousin day-out :D :D
so far the plan is to watch harry potter in the evening.
so i guess dinner before that or something? haa idk.
i just can't wait to meet up with la familia laaaaaaaa.
much misses okay you lovelovelovely people! ♥

and oh, i terserempak-ed with illya love at pasir ris mrt :D
i've so not lost weight okay. gain lagi ader uhhh. HAHAA!

we were never meant for do or die

2009-07-10T01:38:00.000-07:00

i think i've gone to blogger a few times but didn't log in and end up going to another web.
hahaa! in other words, i'm super lazy to continue with my updates here.

anyway. recalling events:

had a job assignment under kelly services
head to work with sheffa (so last minute can. haha)
finished work around 9 and we headed to get aunty anne's
terserempak-ed with iqbal at the 81 stand :D
though that dude have been irritating me since primary school years,
it's nice to catch up with him (:
my like what, primary 5 seating partner? haha.
and yes iqbal. i'm still little miss chatterbox. hee ^.^
babysat little adam for four days, two weeks ago
and i miss that little dude so much la! swear!
he's the friendliest little dude you'll ever meet. really :D
it's undeniably tiring (ohmygod seriously) to babysit him
he can't even sit still for at least 10 seconds
&the only time the house is quiet is when he's asleep
but. i love& miss spending my every second with him. swear (:

wednesday outing with gee and fidah ♥
i enjoyed every ticking seconds spent with them
camwhored at the beach (pictures with gee)
after that gee and me went to catch transformers
AWESOME I TELL YOU! ;D
and i made gee enjoy action-packed movies. YAYE!

okay i think there's other outings/things that occured.
but i've been putting off my updates for so long that i can't recall.
so that's about it. those that i can actually remember. haha :D

all better (:

2009-06-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

May 20, 1992

Lucky Color:	Mustard
Personality Strengths:	Bravery, Compassion
Personality Weakness(es):	Impatience
Successful Career Path:	Fashion
Sense of Humor Style:	Goofy
Adjectives to Describe You:	daring, enterprising
Description: Bright and cheerful - you are always smiling and add a smile to the face of all those that know you. Chirpy and talkative for the most part, you are outgoing, social and extroverted. A largely happy person on both the outside and the inside - may you always remain the same!

spotted this at facebook! HEE ^.^

on your way down

2009-06-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

friday was spent with syerah at tamp.
met in the afternoon and we headed to kelly services first.
she had to give her timesheet or something like that.
and i'm gonna have my first assignment next week :D
yaye cause money will enter my bank account. huhuuuuuu~

bought coffee bean at century square.
i tried the ice blended white chocolate. and it tasted like the mocha i often bought.
hahahaa. i don't know la eh. but the drink still tastes good anyway ^.^

bought sushi next.
and later continued to walk around and windowshopped a little bit.
i was resisting the temptation to buy any clothes/accessories.
i've made a promise to myself to not spend and save up
and i'm trying real hard to keep that promise okay. hah!

so anyway. when we were all set to go home, syerah
remembered the ram (?) she had to buy at challenger -.-
irritating or whaaaatt. hahaha. patah balik-ed to tamp one,
where we spent an awful lot of time over at challenger.
we both don't know how a ram looks like and were like two
blur nehnehs walking around and wasting our time at that shop.

i know nuts about computer parts la okay. and so is syerah. hahahaha!
wahh. after what seemed like hours, we left without buying the ram.

headed to syerah's crib and waited for dad to fetch at night.

and oh. have i mentioned?
i terserempak-ed with afifah& yaneyh at tamp one ;D

take me away

2009-06-25T07:03:00.000-07:00

little shafhan is just the cutest :D

"cher, we go east coast on 26"
"oh okay. have fun okay (:"
"shafhan maybe pergi atau tak pergi"
"how come? go la. can spend time with your tuition friends there (:
and i think it'll be fun kan?"
"step macam fun je. kalau cher ade lagi fun!"

HAHAHA. my little so-called brother okay! :D :D

heart on my sleeve

2009-06-22T02:05:00.001-07:00

recalling the events,

met kai to return his spare phone since like, ever
treated him& gee famous amos. (yes i know i'm awesome, thanks! hee ^.^)
headed to bedok library to study with geebaby.
collected my pay in the evening (finally!)
called dad to send us home

vivo-ed with sister, syerah and farah in the evening
the stuff syerah& me wanted to buy was out of stock. irritating :<
sister managed to get her sandals
we bought stuffs for dad, mum& brother as well
trained to punggol then bus-ed home
reached home after twelve?

vivo-ed again with brother instead the next day
pool with uddin, sufi& syerah cancelled cause i was leaving for msia with fam that night
brother changed one of his tops from topman
bought cookies from candy empire
bought accessories from topshop with the gift card. heheh :D
then trained to tamp and went to cotton on
bought two tops for myself and shoes for brother
(i swear he's enjoying life having working sisters. HAH!)
bus-ed home. something occured in the bus.
secret secret eh! hahahaa ;p
reached home, packed our bags& got ready to leave for msia.

shopping in msia was awesome (!)
with the mid-year sale& whatnot
i want i want i want to go there again for year-end pleaseeeeeee!
anyway, weather is much much more humid& all in msia
stayed over at aunt's house.
that's prolly gonna be the last time cause they're moving to a much nicer house, swear!
went to have a look at the new house on one of the days
and im supersuper excited to have the next holiday stay there! :D :D

now i'm back in spore
PERGAS class has started. it's a religious class but you'll get a diploma after 5 years
syerah& me embarrassed ourselves with ridiculous& stupid answers to the ustaz's question
memalukan, tak bedek. hahahahaaa. but whatever eh. at least we interacted okay!
the books were thick& heavy. my shoulders ached from carrying my bag.
but still. i'm definitely looking forward to the next lesson. hee ;D

and oh, i want to start looking for a new job soon (:

monetary issues

2009-06-06T03:01:00.000-07:00

yessahhhhhh!
brother's back with my oreo crush. but. being the irritant, like how every brother is suppose to be,
i had to pay for his bubble tea else he wouldn't help me buy mine. tsktsk. irritating or whaaaatt.
RRR (!) im broke with negative money (due to borrowing from mumsy) and im impatiently
waiting for my pay :<

i was reminiscing about us the other night.
and i laughed to myself, as i recalled each of the memories.
despite the ups& downs, we did enjoy& had fun with each other's company.
and there's no denying the amount of concern& love we had for one another.
but i guess. time does change everything. and like the saying,
"all good things come to an end (?)"
i admit. i try hard to forget the past. but sometimes.
it's hard when it's all at the back of your mind.

♥

PS. they asked how you're doing yesterday night.
i didn't have a reply. all i could say was,
"i don't know. but i hope she's doing alright. yeah, i think she's doing alright (:"

much misses :D

2009-06-06T02:06:00.000-07:00

afternoon world ^.^

went to tpjc's manifestasi with darlings nadia, shushu and farah yesterday evening.
was alright. though i have to admit. i like last year's manifestasi better. heh.
but anyway. it was entertaining :D

azam was one of the main characters.
so poor thing la okay. kener hit with the whip thingy. violent much eh.
haaaa.

AND I DIDN'T KNOW SYAFIQ ACTED TOO LA!
farah and me terserempak-ed with him with his overrated make-up on. LOL.
DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HE WAS ACTING AS ONE OF THE BAD DUDES
cause he was all smileysmiley when we saw him laaaa. hahahahaaa :D

little fairy farizah was there too! saw her when we were walking towards the exit.
hugged and shrieked, as per usual; after not seeing each other for sucha long time. haha!
much misses okay! :D

saw kak intan too! my kindergarten teacher whom i was super close to.
couldn't recognise her from far. plus god, it's been sucha long time since i last saw her.
she was smilingsmiling at my direction and it was awkward at first la. cause i didn't know it's
her mahhh. after the show then she tegur-ed. and i was ohamgee! waayy too happy to see her.
i hope to see her around soon. oh god yes i want! i love her oh so dearly, swear! :D :D

anywayanyway. after the play ended, we headed to afghan area to chill for awhile.
farah and shushu wanted to have late dinner but most of the stalls at rasa 21 closed already.
so we just chilled and left around 11.30. reached home around 12 and thanks mumsy
for waiting for me. hee ^.^ i'll bring my keys with me next time okay ;D

from a.m to p.m

2009-06-02T05:24:00.000-07:00

sunday with syerah& farah was oh too tiring.

blame who? syerah for not looking it up the directory in advance.
RRR (!) :<

woke up earlier than usual just to accompany that makcik to the museum for her school stuff.
and i thought she knew where the museum was until we were stucked at the traffic light.
made my blood boil only you knowww. and the weather felt more humid than ever.
EVER.

so i called bie to help direct us. didn't really help cause we were still lost. hahaa ;p
i couldn't configure the navigator in my phone so, hell. luckily syerah godeh-ed her phone and realised she has the navigator thingy too. configure configure then okay. she knows how to use.
i don't know if hers uses the internet but if it does, gosh. ~~i bet her bill's gonna blast off into space.~~ HAHAHAHAA!

there you go :D rajin ehhh, i know. LOL.
anyway. walked from city hall mrt station to location (1)
so we walked back, (see the brown line) and finally. SERIOUSLY FINALLY.
we reached. but we had to walk down the road twice? thrice?
before we finally spotted the building. gahhaa.

oh no. not a happy ending yet.
more bad news to come.

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thought we could get the whole thing done& over with quickly
but noooooo. we last minutely found out that we had to pay for the entry.
apparently the musuem's not included in the internation museum day thus
no free entry for the day. considered if we wanted to pay but we decided to
go to another museum instead. we'd rather spend the money on other stuffs.
hahahaa.

we knew better that walking to another museum would be draining much
of our energy so we headed for lunch at the mcd nearby. thank god it's near, swear!

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heading towards singapore art musuem was way worse, i swear.
it was nearer to city hall but since we were from the toy musuem,
we took such a long route to the art museum. gosh.
plus the sun's giving out more heat at that point of time.

see the amount of distance we walked! gosh!
if only we had walked from city hall to the art musuem
instead of the toy musuem eh syerah ehhhhh. HEH ;p

anyway.
send me the pictures quick!
:D

birthday boy ♥

2009-05-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY (INSERT AGE HERE) BIRTHDAY DEAR BOY ;D

aiyoo. so old already.
so fun la, to disturb you on that. hahahahaaa ;p

so poor thing too!
you have to rush with school stuffs on your special day.
and you've been going home like around ?! time cause of school.
don't overwork kay dear boy. remember to have your break& time-off(s)
:D all in all, you know i'll always wish you well right right right?

i love you biee (:
and thanks for everything. really.

loved ♥

2009-05-20T09:21:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL WISHES LOVELY PEOPLE :D

to those who wished cause i had a countdown for you then; ;p
but to those who remembered with/without the countdown then; yaye!
hahahahahaaa :D no la.

heartfelt gratitude for the birthday wishes. really.
love you all!
XOXO

family. geebaby. hakim. kai. sufi. atiqah. sandra.
farah. hariz. luqman. faiz. syafiq. myrah. haziq. fairuz.
syahirah. syahieda. aqilah. abang putra. abang boy.
biee. amanda. uddin. nadia. azmi. syawati. sery. sean.
lovely students. aunty lynn. kimmy. syafiq's friends. mak busu.
samantha. satha. joey. ain. jweel. illya. shafiq. afiq. farizah.

♥

advanced ♥

2009-05-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

although the meet up was short, i had an awesome time (:
finally got to see geebaby and i was super elated.
thanks for everything (:

biee too (:

i love you two superdupertruper much, swear
♥

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so anyway.
met biee around 6. headed to food culture cause biee wanted to eat.
didn't plan to have dinner cause i was still full from lunch so i bought dessert instead.
bought ice cocktail jelly, as always. like, tak sah if tak buy that dessert. haha!
'cept i didn't get to share with syahirah darla today ): used to sharing it with her uh.
HAA.

rushed to masjid darul ghufran after that.
biee& me solat maghrib first then rushed back to tamp mall.
the movie already started but tkper. geebaby recalled the story for me. hee ^.^
watched the uninvited. and the movie was alright? idk, cause i've watched the korean
version online before. (no wonder the story line seemed similar laaa, gosh)

after the movie, went to aunty anne's for pretzel.
treated geebaby (: baik sungguh eh, i know. HAHAHAA ;p

then walked to interchange. took 81 with geebaby& biee.
biee sent me home& i told him bout the paiseh incident.
secret okay! SSHHHH! hahaaa :D

like i said to biee the night before,
"you have to get used to me okay. i tend to do stupid& embarrassing things.
but it's not like i want to la. i just tend to not think before doing something"
huhuuuuu~

(:

2009-05-17T09:42:00.001-07:00

"ai ying! do your work!"
"don't want. tired"
"aiyoo, you uh"

few seconds later

"ai ying, come take picture with me :D"
"okay! :D"

haha!
kids (:

...

2009-05-12T10:05:00.000-07:00

i apologise if the confession had made you sad. i couldnt help it but to tell you. and i swear it took a hell of a lot of guts to tell you that. i may sound like im playing ard or im not serious; worst still i don't convince you. but for real. now i really do mean what i do and say. dont be disheartened if i dun tell you back. but you must secretly feel or know that deep down how i feel about you. we have to build it with the fundamentals. trust, sincerity. lets not dwell on this shall we? and let there be no more secrets between us. i cant promise you anything because i can't judge the future. but i will do my best. like always, no one would want their happiness to end. i really really really love you. that is a fact. not to be questioned. maybe ever again. ur insecurities are for me to fix and i hope you wouldnt be too dampened by that. i really do dear. i really do love you. convincing or not. thats totally up to you to judge. i have no authority. but yea. lets reiterate it one more time. ILY.

I love Love..

2009-05-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

A dedication to that one girl who never cease to love me and allow me to go wild and enjoy every other day as though the day is always perfect but remembering to pull me back a little so that I still keep my feet to the ground and enjoy life the way it’s supposed and meant to be:

Well, finally, I met dearest Gf to fetch her from work. And oh my, how much she have grown,both physically and emotionally. She sounded so matured, explaining to me about some serious matter back at workplace,home and I couldn’t help but agreeing to my heart telling me that my Gf has grown up. I am so loving it. That day spent was perfect,and we both agree. Even though we didn’t set out what we planned to do, I was more than happy to have her with me. Doing nothing much,but just keeping each other updated with some happenings. It made me feel so free.

Both me and gf were having our own private conversation in the bus which didn’t turn out too private since gf was talking very loudly. Hah.

But the day was good. Mainly because…

She looks freaking hot with her long skirt and her striped shirt. I have never been so relaxed since the last time I updated this page. Although I am pretty sure this feeling of pure happiness will last no longer than 1 hour, I bet, I am fully contented.

In times when I feel so vulnerable and feel like this stress is too much, and have no intentions to make a big hoo-haa over being stress over something/assignments that is probably bugging all other people as well, I know I can always turn to HER for the big assurance that I am strong enough to handle this.

Indescribable feeling.

This will be my current stress therapy, I foresee, and till I can no longer delude myself about the depressing reality at the moment, I will continue to be the very happy Fidz.

May we be blessed with great days ahead.

Just by writing this short nothings make me high, and made me appreciate her more. Infrequent meet-ups really helps keep the love stronger.

Sometimes, I wonder, why are you so wonderful?

2009-05-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life we forget ourselves. We forget who we are and everything that is a part of us. It is said that life is a series of rooms, and who we get stuck with in those rooms amount to what our lives are. Dickens was a fool to write that people never change. But the fact of the matter is, when we go to another place, we meet new people, we find something else, we forget the important things that we have left and often become what we're not. That's okay, because life is all about changes. We lose sight of things, we make mistakes, and what's important is to remember where we came from, what we had, and realise that everything good that we are, we owe it to our past. The love and lives that were lost along the way. Friends and lovers, we musn't forget..

i love my Farina=)

my dear boy

2009-04-28T20:56:00.000-07:00

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now (:

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

the boy is mine (:
♥

taking back my love

2009-04-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

i'm having thoughts to delete the blog yet again.
no time for me to update. and i'd be too tired to use the laptop after work.

there's a lot for me to talk about.
but oh well.

anyway.
watched the ex-wives club& i lovelovelove the show :D

before i lose it, get composure

2009-04-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

there's a lot i wish i could say to you.
but the words won't come out easy.
if only you could see. or maybe a tad bit realise.
then maybe you'd know what i mean.

i know i'm not in the position to say much.
but it's hard to really forget everything when i've not said my part.
i'm not doing myself much justice if i let you off the hook just like that.

i wish i could let out everything i've kept inside.
but then again. i don't want to rekindle anything i've put out in the past.
so with this very post, i'll just forget everything.

i'll continue to live my life like i had never known you.
thanks (:

fun but exhausting

2009-04-06T20:13:00.000-07:00

thank god it's off day today (:
but gahha. i've still got a lot of work to do.
the markings, preparation for next class. oh god D:
nevertheless,

the kids never fail to brighten my dampen mood
♥

the sun will shine

2009-03-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

wish me luck for tomorrow& the days to come D:

thanks g for accompanying me ;D
i miss you much dear girl.
lovelove!

oh, i terserempak-ed with elly at the bus stop
(: see you around soon!

goodbye& goodnight

2009-03-29T09:23:00.001-07:00

today is tiring.
went to orchard then bugis with family.
mumsy bought a bag. sister& me bought tops :D
dad didn't buy anything for himself. so yeah. hmm.
and brother? err, he was away at his athletic competition.
AND OH. CONGRATS ON WINNING THE EVENT ;D

when i finally thought i could count on you,
you seemed to prove me wrong over& over again.
guess all i'd ever get from you is disappointment.

the clouds cast a shadow on us

2009-03-28T10:17:00.000-07:00

so we go on and on on this merry go round
trying to chase a love that can never be found
time to say goodbye and step off of it now,
its over boy its over

love like this

2009-03-25T10:48:00.000-07:00

my brother just gave me the shock of my life when he tapped me a few minutes ago.
i was so tempted to curse& swear like mad due to the shock but isk. astaghfirullah.
hee ^.^ sibok jer kacau. orang ngah sedapsedap dengar lagu ;p

finally met up with syerah lovee today.
idk ah. but it felt like i've not met her for some time, aha.
but anyway. thanks for accompanying me to the job interview darling ;D
talked, laughed& made ourselves look stupid like whenever we meet up. hahaaa.

"ina. you always make me embarrass myself when i'm with you"
"eh eh! kurang asam btol. HAHAA. manderder?!"
"ya la. you're like so blur& all"

tak baek btol nie pompan. tapi tkper. kiter sabar ehhhhh. LOL ;p

misses!

2009-03-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

NANADIAARGHHH! ;D

i miss you much uh loveeeee.
i miss like, meeting you early in the morning for work.
i miss hitting your arm whenever you said something super ridiculous.
i miss planning what we're gonna eat during break with you& in the end
not following our plan. instead of just eating epok-epok, we'd eat rice instead. hahaa
i miss laughing my hearts out at your super kental& lame-ness acts ;p
oh gosh. just typing all this out makes me laugh to myself
and just continue to miss you more laaaaa.

meet up soon darling! :D :D

“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart,
that's true strength.” - Steve Jobs

he says she says

2009-03-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

i seriously don't understand what you gain from spreading stuffs
about other people's life. go find something beneficial to do instead thanks (:
at least that'll do you good.

you won't feel the burn till it's your turn

*yawns

2009-03-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

for once i feel sleepy when it's not even after midnight yet.
maybe cause i woke up around 12 in the afternoon rather than my usual two plus.
hahaa. pig i know. but whatever. doesn't concern you now, does it ;p

ANYWAY.
headed to my distant cousin's wedding function first.
after that, dad decided to go to some sale thingy at hougang.
adidas, nike, topshop, dorothy perkins& fox stuffs were on sale.
oh it was tiring layan-ing sephia. she was oh-too-hyper during the day.
she even ajak-ed me to play "round round" in the middle of the shop.
i was like,"huh? round round tu aper?" and she just held my hands
and started to spin around in circles. oh gosh. i was in my heels, mind you.
hahaa. sephia sephia.

aha, there's more to type but i'm too sleepy already.
ahh goodnight world (:

and the award for the best ~~lie~~ liar goes to you

yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

2009-03-21T09:58:00.000-07:00

oh gosh.
when i finally thought i wouldn't eat much today, i followed mama& papa to yishun
and ate nasi ayam penyet there. HAHAAAA. makan ajer tau ehh.
*shakes head

"no, they don't come& go. you drove them away.
cause tell me why then. do we still stick together?
and you're the only one out of the picture"

dozen thorny roses

2009-03-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

fishballzzz. now my left hand looks horrible with the red burnt mark.

HAAA. accidentally dropped the cover of the pan when i was frying fries& wedges.
and it hurts a hell lot okaaayy. now i've got one long red streak on my hand. bleah~
and oh, the pictures don't do me any justice cause the marks redder than that.
but whatever. i just hope the marks won't stay. oh god please no D:

cheer up my dear girl (:
you'll be loved by me no matter what.
and never ever will i leave you.

to the fullest (!)

2009-03-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

having sephia around was fun, as always (:

but that's before she gets grumpy& whatnot uh. hahaa.
but anyway. caught up with childhood times when she came over.
watched videos of elmo, listened to hi-5 songs& all with her.
gahha. i lovelovelove that little darling niece of mine :D

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” - Steve Jobs

oh happy times

2009-03-18T09:10:00.000-07:00

i think i'd soon develop eyebags again.
like those horrible ones due to late night o'level studies D:

anyway. thanks luqman for accompanying me throughout the night!
okay no. he was bored too& decided to call through msn. haaaa
watched half the episodes of season one of paris hilton's new bff.
and luqman was kinda listening in when i was watching the show.
told him to watch himself& he was like, tak nak uh. abeh when he heard stuffs,
he'd be like, "did they just (insertwordshere)" time& time again.
hahaa. kental la

this two dudes. hafidz& daeng.
remind me to smack you when i see your face ah okay.

hafidz just called me FART like early in the morning.
idk eh but i think he's tryna be different from everyone else.
so instead of calling me ree, he decided to call me farr.
then. when he was trying to type farr, he tertekan the letter t
and it appeared on msn as FART. kurang asam btol! HAHAA
tu laaaaaa. senang2 ree tak nak. nak farr. tsktskkkk
*shakes head

and as for daeng.
i think he was waaaaaayy too bored out of his wits that he decided to prank me.
irritating ya'know. i swear i would have pinched, kicked, smacked, punched, stranggled him
if he were to be somewhere near me. huhuuuuuuuuuu~ but takper uh.
next time eh next time ;p

on a lighter note.
i get to see sephia darling todaaaaaayyyy :D :D

a better day

2009-03-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

i woke up to a heartwarming message from g today (:
i'm happy definitely, with her decision. and like i've promised.
i'll be there alongside you to help guide yeah (: you too okay.
it's a two-way learning journey ;D huhuuuuu~

i'm glad we had the talk yesterday.
i have to admit, i have more to pour out. but it's alright. enough for now. HEE ^.^
i really do hope we could start anew. cause yeah. when i recall the times we had in the past.
it'll be a waste to not keep the friendship. thanks for being willing to start anew too (:

content

moved yet again!

2009-03-16T12:24:00.001-07:00

MY HANDS MUST HAVE BEEN TOO ITCHY CAUSE.
i've moved from blogspot to LJ and now back to blogspot again. haha.

it's 4.50 right now. and i'm starting to feel sleepy.
so much for sleeping around 3 eh hafidz ehhh. LOL
okay i'm too lazy to type anything further -.-